the adventures of pamalicious

I have been feeling so gully lately.  I just wanna be gut bucket as my mom would say, lol  On the drive to work this morning I listened to a whole honor roll of just gutter music, lol  I don’t know what’s going on but I just feel like a nasty broad, lol lol  How that may manifest itself over the weekend I have no idea.

This marks the beginning of spring break for us in the Metro.  Mini-me is looking forward to apparently going into a 5 day semi-coma interrupted only to go to the bathroom.  Her knee has been acting up - I guess it just knows when the anniversary of her breaking it is coming up.

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I hope that everyone’s Valentine’s Day went well whether you were loving yourself or others or speading hate for the day all around, lol lol

Three day weekend coming up - nothing spectacular planned.  I have some paperwork to go through and organize, before it gets unmanagable.  School work of course, and begin to pull together the necessary things to stifle the latest background drama going on in my life.

I tell you how can you be living in a relm you really believe is fabulous and then have this whole other demon that constantly keeps throwing shit in your face!

I HATE MY FINANCES!! 

I HATE MONEY! 

I HATE THE STUPID ASS MISTAKES I MADE IN THE PAST!!

Trust - they do come back to haunt you and at almost 42 it’s NOT a pretty picture.  I will make it through however, I got Caun - and I know how to pick up the phone and call a lawyer.  Enough on that.

Oh and did I tell you that my school are pricks!  I got my final disbursement of funding and they didn’t pay for all of my balance and it was available - so now I owe them some loot and thus I am hostile and when they open up I’m calling again because the purpose of the financial assistance is to take care of my educational needs.  Did it not register that was the purpose - if I had of known this I would have sent the refund check back to close out my account!!  It just keeps coming and coming!  I’m ok - I’ll just pay it off over the summer and enroll in Graduate school in the fall (once they release my freaking diploma).  I was contemplating taking the summer off anyway - so now I guess that was decided for me. 

SIGH SIGH SIGH

Well ya’ll be easy and I’ll see yah on the otherside of Sunday!

Today feels like it’s going to be a good day.  I have blogged this week.  I am feeling really good about where I have been coming from.  No fluff this week.  It has been a good writing week.

So I was spending some time with Lord this morning, courtesy of Tonex and Ty Tribbitt.  Boy that Ty - he have it going!  The truck was rocking, however - in listening to the live version of "Joy", I felt this weird vibe that if I were to splice in the Purple Rain soundtrack, it would have been seamless, lol  I mean "Baby I’m A Star"  wasn’t but maybe two chords off from "Joy", that kinda worries me, lol lol  However, it felt good and ya’ll know I will pull out my selected gospel tracks add a Muslim twist and get my praise on, lol

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I tell you I’mma slave and I love it, lol lol  Gimmie my paycheck!!  I want to go to the check cashing spot and get it all in ONE’S cause I have MISSED MY MONEY!  Then gimmie my income tax refund and my rebate and the $300 for Miss Lady!  Yeaaaaaaaa!!

Oh and you know you wanna call Mr. Ray - stop playing, lol lol

Um remember Phone Boning?  With all this new technology, an oldie but goodie is going by the wayside…SIGH  First the Fat Boys Break Up Now This..

Moment of Truth is gonna wreck a few relationships that ain’t even on the show, lol lol  I’m riding and dying with my lies.  There are too many questions to make a measly $10K.  You know there are some shows like "When Animals Attack" that just endear themselves to my people and I see this as being one.  They do need to ask the real questions: 

• Have you ever faked a child as a dependent on your income tax?
• Are you still creeping with your Baby momma/daddy?
• Do you fake Orgasms?
• Do you have to think of someone else to get aroused by your mate?

Keep it real!

Went to a program for Mini Me last evening.  The after school international program she is in is actually the only one in the country and is a pilot program.  The Representative from Washington came down to explain it more to us (yes when school is almost over). Mini-me is an American Ambassador - she helps them with their english etc. etc.  This actually was the most free I’ve seen her with her friends around me. She loves those Mexicans, Africans and Indians, lol lol  No wonder she is not to amused with the African American Kneegrow right about now, lol lol  She has gone international, lol lol 

Caun and I got caught up in a mini class about standardized testing. That was interesting, lol lol  I’m sitting there with the Duh Duh - made me almost want to go withdraw from College, lol lol

You ever hear a song that brings back painful memories but is so on point about a past relationship?  Well Keisha Cole’s song that slow one "Sad and Lonely"  Mann I heard that joint and Me and Mobetta’s relationship just flooded to the top!  Dayum I tell yah!  That song just sums that stuff right up.  I’m feeling yah Keisha.  Glad I didn’t give up after that one. I would have never been open to receiving the Prince I got now.

Now that the lap band and the diabetes community have crawled into bed together - should I see could I get one?  Nahhhh - I go back and forth, but the thought of all that ’stuff’ I’d have to do and the fact that my lazy ass could just get moving and lose more weight, should be sufficient. I’m gonna surprise ya’ll one day and start exercising. I am!

Well I have to get started on my day. I have a lot to do.  I have class tonite and I’m late (due to financial issues with getting a book)  I have already been docked 10% so tonite I’m burning the midnite oil to get my school work in. 

BCPC is in the house this weekend. We got a birthday party to attend, and a field trip to the Farmers Market.  Can you say BEEF BACON?! 

Well ya’ll have a good weekend and I’ll see yah on the other side!!

Hey Ya’ll!  I’m just sitting here thinking about this time last year I was on my way to Vegas Baby!  Yep!  I think back over this time last year and I marvel at the way I planned and executed my wedding and it was a destination wedding! Working without the benefit of professional I think the entire affair was tasteful and fun. From the invites to the casino goody bags to the personalized thank you cards.

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