the adventures of pamalicious

I am gonna warn you now - this is going to be about as random as a sisah can get.  Just a jumble of thoughts etc. 

Are ya’ll liking my Animated Alter Ego. I LOVE HER! She will be around for awhile.

I curled up this weekend to about 4 hours of HGTV followed by about 6 hours of this new channel Discovery Investigation.  All the while my mind was stretching and expanding and just enjoying the time alone.  I appreciate the family allowing me to cocoon. 

Well school is winding up.  I got in contact with the Registrar so that I can apply for Graduate school so that’s under way.  I have to wait one week after this last class so that my final grades and GPA can post.  They won’t let me take off till July (Drats) so I will be going back May 27th - but that’s cool I’ll have like six weeks off or so.  Expected date of completion winter 2009.  I ain’t gonna lie - I really need some of that loan money as well, lol  now I’ll probably get it just in time for our vacay.

I told Caun that I was adding my feet and nails back to the budget.  Sometimes as much as I clamour over myself, I feel like I’m not doing enough with my beauty regime.  So I’m putting that back on the list.

I have really been getting into make up - that’s my new thing.  I need to get me a make up box to better organize my stuff on the sink.  I started out with this basket but everything is piled all up.  I need something where I can separate my eye shadows, mascaras, lip glosses/sticks etc.  I used to a long time ago have a make up case. Time to get another one. I ordered me a classic kaboodles (don’t know if you remember those) off Ebay. Gotta love that place.

"I was married to a hairdresser, but your hair swagger is awesome dear" - Caun.  My do it yourself is getting quite good.  I laugh as I have discovered that I grow ‘weave hair’. What I mean is that my color and texture matches texture of some weave hair.  I have learned what brands etc.  so my stuff be looking okay. It’s not silky or not blending even when I add color because I add it in the right places.  Some folks have mastered their make up (wanna see me look a fool?  ask me to draw on some eyebrows, lol) hair is my thang. 

It’s spring, which means it’s time for me to try to repair a relationship - it seems in the spring I want to you know reach out to someone in my dysfunctional family.  The lucky person is my sister here in Atlanta.  I have heard from credible people that she has been sober for a minute, so I’m going to reach out via the usual family way - the mail and see about beginning to lay the ground work to see what is really going on.  It’s just weird.  I so miss like having a sibling here. The problem with my sister other than the drug use is that she is so out there sometimes that like her coming over and us just kinda being and sitting and watching tv and what not is not her style. She wanna come in and take over and bully and what not. Maybe she’s changed, because I sure have.  We shall see.

I had this horrible dream last night for some strange reason that my mom and aunts had replaced my daddy with this korean cat they called ‘daddy’.  I kept giving them the side eye cause that wasn’t my damn daddy, lol lol  Sometimes I think that I want to spend some time ‘on the couch’ just kinda trying to sort out my perspective of my family and how to just reconcile the whole thing.  We all got those couple of things that we really need some ‘couch work’ about and that’s mine along with the whole no direction thing  Otherwise I’m on a nice track to downsizing my emotional baggage - it’s quite reduced to some cute weekender stuff, lol

I feel like I haven’t had an ‘adventure’ in awhile - I need to jump out there, but then again - end of May I’m going to New Orleans with my best friends, all lushes for a big birthday celebration - so um I think that I will just cross that off the list.  Aren’t you excited about the drunken blog posts I’m gonna make over the weekend, lol lol 

And I’ll leave ya’ll with this:

My next mini-project is to get my night wear game together. 

Now here’s a Hanes commercial for your Ass! 

PITIFUL!

And yes that’s an original Al B Sure! concert tshirt, Reggie’s pj bottoms and my songs that say Pamela all over them.  SIGH!