convo conversationalism
Pamalicious circa 1967 Age: 1 1/2
Hey ya’ll! What’s getting at cha this morning?! I am in a pretty good mood today. I happened across a Demo from one of the DJ’s Caun was interviewing and I jammed so hard on the way to work this morning. Mannn I still can’t understand why you would want to hear 5-6 hours of "I shot my nigga and then fucked his hoe" music all night long when you can throw on some 80’s or 90’s bangers and it be on and poppin!! But then again, I’m almost 42 - I have crossed the threshold into not understanding a lot about what turns the youth on.
As you can tell above, I came out ready for my close up, lol lol My mom has started passing to us the memories of our past. She gave me a whole bunch of pictures and of course I decided to share them with you.
Funny, I was told that if you google me - my shit is all splattered out for the world to see. 
(1967) Sometimes I wonder if right now somebody is collecting and archiving and needed some mental assistance as they worship my pictures and life, lol lol I’m just one who likes to communicate and doesn’t feel like they have anything to hide. Life is vibrant and meant to be shared and experienced. This whole internet thing still after all these years turns me on. I’m not so reckless anymore - I’ve gotten skill and I get my nut from a more controlled arena - but it’s my orgasm nevertheless. So yea I’m all up in the google but my shit is all actual factual and if I have lied, I make sure it’s all congruent and overlaps seamlessly, lol lol
(Um, I was just trying to put a little vaseline on my lips - till it went horribly wrong).
Mini-me and I were watching Oprah and her reunion with the Cosby Kids (except for Lisa Bonet of course). Malcolm was looking particularly fetching - hmmm but I digress. They were talking about how critics were tossing about that the show was an unrealistic portrayal of black life (as we knew they were doing) and Mini-me actually looked confused as she asked what were they talking about - she lived that life everyday, she loved that show because it was her life and that she couldn’t wait to get in a school environment where more people had that life. I found all of that quite interesting and affirming. That’s all you want for your child - a good stable, loving, active, safe…home. The more I thought about it - I had to chuckle cause in a roundabout way - we were living that ‘Huxtable" type life, lol lol Those who have been reading me for awhile now and all of our antics and adventures and the way we deal with each other, even in times of strife - could very well be one of their episodes. I’ve been trying to put a name on it and now it has it. Huxtablisms, lol That’s our life. I am thankful as all get out to God about that.
Ok on some other random somebody else business I need to stay out of moment. I heard some stuff that quite frankly on the kick ass scale deserved two ass whoopings, a restraining order and a random sucka punch on a random nigga. I mean scandalous shit and now I’m sitting here actually upset that NONE OF THAT WENT DOWN!! How have I had front row tickets to this eventual blow up and it fizzled out. I told Caun this was like looking at a man with a huge tool and you float right up on that bad boy and it goes Pzzzt!! WTF?! I feel like kicking some ass just so I’ll feel better. SIGHHHHHH
Well I’ve been trying to plow through your words people and comment when provoked. I currently have 53 blogs who all write somewhat heavily on my reader. I’m almost through reading - but I’ll be honest. I am reading too many blogs and I don’t know with my work picking up, my schoolwork, my Avon, my life if I’ll be able to keep up all this reading. I want to read about everybody and I have switched out some stuff so that I can discover new people. (by the way: Thanks for the love and welcome Raw Dawg Buffalo). So I have to see how to best redesign my Google reader so that I can get my fill and keep up.
Ya’ll know I look at blogging like a persons newpaper column and I’m not into writing a lot of op-ed pieces to your work. I don’t consider myself a lurker - I’m a reader. I open up the newspaper every day (my google reader) and I go through. I check out my entertainment, I then go to my folks who give me love and interest me, sometimes I am sparked to say something because I get so caught up. Most times though I read, feel, might laugh and read on. Don’t think because I don’t respond all the time that I don’t know what’s going on in say a Southern Girls Thoughts or that If I see her Flossing in the 300 I won’t wave, lol Not to mention This Baby Daddy had me so fiending for NY I almost just went there instead of Philly. I also stop by sometimes for nostalgia sake to see HONEYLIBRA. She was one of the first. I say all that to say I SEE YA’LL.
Well this got long and rambling I like it, lol lol Talk to ya’ll tomorrow!
