Back In Love Again
I stood in the shower later on that evening trying to wash the feeling away. “What to expect when you’re expecting” didn’t say shit about this, lol. She sat in the closet in the dark with her own demons. I snatched her out and made her face them head on. The sizzle of hot tears on red cheeks was the only noise in the room. Mommy…Mommy….was that me calling mines or her calling me?
I washed that hand, and watched all the anger and hurt spiral down the drain. Let the sun come up on a new day. I drifted off to sleep with prayer and mediation - chocolate firm hands rubbing my neck and back until I drifted off to dreams of a 5 lb 15 ounce angel in makeup, heels, and a short skirt with a drink in her hand. Mommy…Mommy…was that me calling mines or her calling me?
The sun came up and a smile greeted me. Life is back to normal…till - next - time.
OHHHHH WAIT!
WOOO SAHHHH!!
